While looking through the bag I brought on the plane, that I don't use
very much, I came across a little coffee candy and a very hard, crusty
Emergen-C. As I held them in my hand, I could not control my tears.
These were the kind of things I would buy in the gift shop at UCLA
when Ian was in the NICU or the many times he was admitted. That's
what kept me going at the time. It's amazing how much pent up emotion
I have from those days. Probably combined with current day drama
causes it to come on so strong with little things like this.
I'm flying up to San Jose to pick up my sweet girl, Lila, from my
parents. She's been visiting them and family for the last week while
Ian and I have run from therapy, to doctor appts, and back to therapy
every day. I've missed her so much. But of course it's been amazing to
have alone time with Ian. We haven't had that much free time but the
little we've had has been so sweet. What amazing children I have :-)
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