There go my eyes.

I've had a decent day so far. Slept ok last night for a change. Mike came by around noon to bring me things from home. Then Sydney dropped by with the yummiest veggie burger ever from The Counter. So great to see her as well! 

Took a couple portraits today as well which is always fun. Everyone is such a good sport about getting their pictures taken!

After Sydney left, I decided to tackle my inbox... which has never been empty. Thousands of messages just waiting to be filed or deleted. Like I mentioned, having a pretty good day, overall not feeling super drugged out and actually able to see relatively clearly for most of it.

Not sure if it's a reaction to looking through my inbox for an hour or so or the Mag just decides to do with me what it will, but I went from clear to completely blurry now, unable to focus at all. How do I still type this out, you may ask. Again, I'll give kudos to 7th grade typing! 

Imagine your lips becoming tingly and a bit numb. Your throat & chin getting a bit warm. Breathing becomes a bit more labored. Your head a bit more filled with helium kind of feeling like it's floating just above your neck. And the eyes... able to kind of read bits and still see but completely unable to focus. It's kind of like maybe before you get a migrane, kind of a spotty tunnely vision. 

Very strange. Thank goodness I've learned that this is just my reality right now and I need to just flow with it, not react to it. It'll get better, then it'll get worse, just the ebb & flow of the drug.